//updatesaugust 28th 2003 4:40 amblergh
-screams- grawr...today...was not a good day really...my papaw was okay though. well i guess he was.. his legs are pretty much useless... and they don't know why.. the old coot didn't tell any freakin body that he was having problems until he recently mentioned some stuff to chuck.. but still chuck didn't pass on the news...even better...the numbness is passing up to his hands/arms....and they don't think its diabetes cause his blood sugar is normal.. and his vitals were alot better than when my uncle brought him in.. he fell while we were there, well while mom and i went to get a drink out of the coke machine, he decided to use the bathroom so he tried to stand and fell, my dad had to pick him back up.. papaw wasnt even going to tell the nurse that he'd fallen.. mom ratted him out. later about sunset, we went over to papaws to clean up a bit.. and... omg my papaws house is a complete freakin wreck. we're going to have to spend alot of time/energy fixing it back into semi decent living conditions.. my papaw is the biggest pack rat.. i found some of the neatest stuff though...
x old retro hard ice blue blue suitcase with chrome details
x some retro varges (sp) 1940/1950 pin up girl playing cards.. only one joker is missing.
x alot of colored envelopes and such
x mom found alot of old pictures and such of Jas and me when we were babies. I was such a cutie.. I dunno what happened. Maybe I'll get someone to scan em for me later. I've got on a carebears outfit in one of em. Somethings never change.
x mom found her old stamp collection that belonged to Daddy Claude (her Grampa and my Great Grampa.. she gave it to me AWESOME the stamps are so cool.. I even found some hitler stamps..
x we found alot of pictures and postcards and wires and stuff from when Daddy Claude was in Panama in the early 30's. He even kept pictures of his old sweethearts. Which I think Nanny (Daddy Claude's wife) was one heck of a woman to let him keep.. cause I wouldn't have allowed it lol .
x i found a clash tape! i already have it on vinyl, but still pretty cool.
x i found a bunch of retro bangles and bracelets.
We went by my old neighborhood.. we rode by Sans Souci because Alana said they were tearing it down.. there's nothing there but the gym anymore.. so effering sad. The halls I walked down for 4 years are gone.. rubble.. waste.. My handprint from being student of the month.. gone.. the car loading area i waited for my mom to come pick me up when i had an earache..gone.. it bums me out to no extent that they tore down Sans Souci... weenies.
We went down Gridley St... and I'm glad my mom and dad moved us out to the country.. because if they hadn't.. I don't know how I'd have turned out. I think it's bad enough over there that Calvary (where I used to go to church) has some kind of protective glass over the stained glass....I wonder sometimes how some of the kids I grew up with over there turned out.. I mean I know that some of em turned out pretty good.. but some of em.. I kind of have to wonder about..
anyway.. we're going back to Greenville this weekened I guess.. Fun stuff.
OH YEAH I got Fatz's cheese fries <3<3<3 They weren't as good as the ones that we always went to with Jason...
I wanted to go light candles at Jas's bridge tonight.. but mom was too busy cleaning.. perhaps we'll get to this weekend. I hope.
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august 27th 2003 12:14 amuncertain..
....i told him i loved him.... -bites lip- ....gr i wish i weren't so unsure about everything!
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august 26th 2003 1:46 pmpissed
Ok so not such a great day. Refer to mom's livejournal post if you care why it sucks such big ole a$s.
Martha the Mole must die!!!
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august 23th 2003 11:44 amtired
I'm extremely sleepy still.. but if I didn't get up and check my e-mail now, I wouldn't get to check it until tomorrow. LoL..My dog ate my stamps.. literally.. she's like a billy goat.. her *ahem* former owner lied when he said she was a good dog lol.. She completely ate one stamp I rescued one out of her mouth and the others are just all bent to hell. She's a bad dog!! I joked to mom last night about giving her chocolate (joking!!) I guess I was supposed to get online and talk to Matt last night.. sorry wasn't able.. By the time I could have gotten online, you probably would have been in bed anyhow. I think perhaps Josh is over talking to me already once again :) dork..lol.. -yawn- alright I do believe I'm going to go take a nap then be productive today.
oh yea i made a photo album thingy for random pictures.. when i get some more pictures.. add em.. lol there's some pictures of the bean bag king too.
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august 22th 2003 12:30 amaggravated
grr.. I can't make bravenets dumb little poll to work.. ^_^
ugh I hate dislike my father.. he just stands there looking at me like some kind of weirdo. ugh -rolls eyes- ok drama moment over.
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august 21th 2003 7 ambored
*note: for those who sign my guestbook multiple times.. I made a :)message board for you to yak on instead :). Be good everyone.
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august 20th 2003 7 pmwubbed
I took this love compatabilitything this morning and sent it to a few people.. josh and matt are the only ones who've taken it..lol.. -drum roll please-
me and mattme and josh
anywho...Merlin thinks he owns my pink striped bean bag chair.. eventually I'll have to break his heart and take it away from him.. I got a letter from Matt today :) It was short but sweet.. He drew me the coolest elf ever.. which was pretty cool of him cause now I'm not so scared of the little weirdos ;).
I actually talked to Josh last night.. and it wasn't nearly as bad as I dreaded.. I'm kinda glad that we can be friends.. I made a cake yesterday. Strawberry with vanilla icing.. It was pretty yum.. a bit on the rich side for me.. but yum anyhow. I think I'm addicted to dots.. I can't ever write anything on here without using them.. I don't use em as often in real life and I don't pause as much when I talk.. I guess I just use the dots cause it's like second nature to me now. Alright I'm off to finish my letter to Matt.
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august 19th 2003 7ish am.worried
Alright I added a *people* page.. it's incomplete.. I'll slowly be adding people as I get the time to do all of that kinda junk.. anyhow.. you have to hit //more and then the people link.. eventually i'll get all of my links straightened out as well.. but until then.. you guys will just have to deal :oP
Ah..Josh found out that I'd lied to him.. :/ Suckbutt.. but he's actually nicer about it than I probably would have been if the roles were reversed.. I guess he's not such a jerk anyhow.. okay well until i get the time to mess around with this thing again
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august 18th 2003 7ish am.productive
Ok I know the site sucks.. I just haven't had the time to get it 100% up and running... I haven't been getting online all that often and when I do.. I get carried away chatting so that I don't update this thing or tinker with it.. I did add a guestmap though.. So if ya love me, then make your mark on my world ;)
I've gotten some cool band promo stuff recently.. The coolest from Yellowcard and Billy Talent. If anyone wants some of it.. email me.
yay.. the dog is making out with my foot..ick...alrighty be good everyone.
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august 9th 2003 3:39 ampretty good
Ok.. so I decided I didn't really like the pin-up girl so I went layout hunting. And found this one on a friend's page. This is a work in progress so pleasegive me a little time to get everything up and running before you email me saying *gah what a dumb site* //which it probably will still be even after I'm through tinkering\\ I'm not even sure how to go about this really.. I'm a site virgin lol...
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august 28th 2003 4:40 am
blergh
uncertain..
pissed
tired
aggravated
bored
wubbed
worried
productive
pretty good